Thursday, December 29, 2011

exam mode

i'll be having this dream until next year okaiy! i know its already the end of december. saje nak buat statement gempak. hehhe! so, my first paper today was super super super dahsyat!and my brain was really really really fatigue even it was only the muqaddimah part of the exam. sekian.

3 more papers to go and i'll be free. oh, not to forget the practical exam. every sem it does give me the feeling of extreme nervousness. only Allah knows. well, after all i still need to undergo it. so, go needa!!!

Friday, December 23, 2011

short holiday in gambang (^_^)

biar gambar berbicara:

our apartment!!! very lovely (^_^)

first thing first. snap! snap! =)

out for dinner. riang nye saya apabila ketemu nasi. maklum lah, nak save duit malam2 makan oat je. ahakz!=p

swollen faces! breakfast time. makan banyak2. gather tenaga tuk bermain. hehehe!=) play!! yeay!!!! (^_^)

fairy tale night. snap aje asal gambo nampak menarek. haisy~

p/s: sile bercuti begini bile ade sponsor atau dengan erti kata lain kalo boleh menumpang. especially bile masih bergelar student seperti saya!! (^_^)

Saturday, December 17, 2011

tak puas hati

bangun awal pagi dengan semangat berkobar2 tuk ke kelas. tahu ape jadi? class cancel. then memasang hajat supaya mock viva pon cancel tapi malang nye tidak. last minute preparation. mangharapkan dapat jawab dengan 50% baik sahaja. hujan amat lebat. bergerak ke kuliyyah dengan perasaan yang amatlah tidak rela.

mock viva berlangsung. finally this was a comment that i got:
"you have the knowledge and the answer about this but you're uncertain. so, please read more, do a revision more. and please be more serious"

sile fokuskan pada ayat "please be more serious". panjang hujah yang diberikan kepada saya dengan harapan saya akan appear dengan mode and muka yang lebih serous after this. so, response yang diterima bila berwajah serious pegi ni:

1) needa, senyum la sikit!!
2) needa, nape serius semacam ni?
3) needa, are you okay?
4) needa, ko nampak marah.

jadi, wajah ini yang akan saya wujudkan for the sake of my professionalism and nak menandakan saya serious. dan paling penting, lecturers or supervisors do not misinterpret keseriusan saya. thats me when i'm serious. most friends do not like it. and i'll do it if you wanna me to look that serious.

oh, btw. BTN seminar this morning memang menyakitkan hati. "saya bukan nak cakap pasal politik" but the fact is most of ape yang dicakapkan memang berunsur politik. kami masih student. ini tahap awal untuk sesi brain wash kah? and sesi membersihkan nama2 yang terlibat. itu paling pasti. dan memburuk2 kan pihak lain yang terlibat? i really hope that wasn't what BTN is.

upsetting girl
(because of yesterday and today) T_T

p/s: saya memang tak puas hati dgn diri sendiri dan dengan apa yang saya kena dengar pagi ni.

Monday, December 12, 2011

can't sleep

one little two little three little indian...bla bla bla. isy! its better to zikir la instead of singing those things. i can't sleep!!! help me please. now, staring and typing to post a blog saying to the world i can't sleep tonight. how psycho i am. take a deep breath...1 2 3....exhale! yes! looks like my mind totally got blank. could't continue with my study and assignments and here i am! telling everything in this blog. looks like it is obviously becoming my smart diary. ececece~ oh, just mind the above pic. if i do hear angels singing, i won't be here seating on my chair and posting a new post. currently i do realize i love to write everything but i have to really3 careful not to expose much of my personal life. (saying like i'm a hot star). ala....bile lagi nak masuk bakul angkat sendiri kan??? so, what i'm going to babble tonight? my roommates already safely asleep. tomorrow oh not tomorrow, just 7 hours later we will have clinic. i do hope i'll fall asleep now. i wanna sleep or it will definitely difficult for me to wake up tomorrow. aiya!! what am i going to do. with this current state of my brain and condition, continue study is no! no argument! its no! should i pray a lot for me to get sleep. yeah..i think so.

eh..who's next to get married after this. so jealous maaaa...ayah!!!! nak kahwin jugak! ok, my lunatic and ecstatic mood is coming without warning. gatai! blajo tak abes lagi nak kahwin. isy3~ who influenced me??? its really cold tonight. i studied with covering all my body with a comforter. not to forget, wearing socks and also sweater. my friends just did a statement saying i was like someone who lives in Eskimo. ok what???=p oh no...its already near to 1.30 am. i should sleep...i should sleep. eyes..please behave. btw, just viewed my friend's wedding pics. so cccaaaannnnttttiiikkkkk la! i have to lose 10kgs at least to look like that. arrgghh! stress (buat gaya macam Gary in running man).

yes! my eyes are getting heavy. oh yes! heavier. good night peeps. good night i <3 me. see you tomorrow.

p/s: wishing and pray tomorrow, there will not be lots of patient to be faced. *bile buat keje tak ikhlas, such thoughts will come. okeh! perbetulkan niat. assalamualaikum (^_^)

Saturday, December 10, 2011

first from my class

a sweet muit couple (i curi from apek's fb. halal ek..^_^)

okay, apek and aizan. both were my classmates at mrsm taiping. kalau nak diikotkan aku lah manusia paling lambat tahu diorang ni suke same suke. cinta sama cita. ceewwaaah! tak kesah lah pasal tu. yang penting diorang dah nak kahwin and there are first from my class. *suke!suke! (sambil tepuk tangan). tahniah ye kamu berdua. moga bakal bahagia hingga roh terpisah jasad. Insyaalah saya confirm sampai kenduri nanti. hehe! excited nye nak tengok korang bersanding. btw congratulation to both of you.

p/s: sy student lagi, so nanti sy kasi hadiah ala kadar je ye (^_^). tak sabar jugak nak gather ngan member2 classmates yang lain. see you there pals!!

Thursday, December 8, 2011

update sudah~

duit oh duit!!!! where are you. please come!!! i'm here. always waiting for you. oh, please always be available just for my sake. eh, hello!!! if just by saying those words, money can automatically appears in front of you, no need PTPTN la babe. no need PAMA sponsorship lah. just shout and ask for the money and it will fly straight away to your face. isy! *starting to be lunatic again. aiya~ "sigh"

just got back from TC. actually i intended to upload several photos at TC just now,but since the internet connection is not so good lets just forget about it. don't worry too much, just imagine my chubby but cute little face posing daringly but with polite at this screen.hehehe! what had been discussed there? lots of thing. too many things to recall. obviously...we are girls okaiy. (^_^) even we started with a simple and little thing, we had the ability to make it wide, wider, widest??? lets use a simple sentence and easier to understand, we love gosipping. thats all! khalas, no need more elaboration about that. we can start the conversation beginning with school life until U life. non stop. no need to feel weird, girls are girls.

okaiy! now, i'm updating my blog with my head thinking of my unfinished slides for my research progress presentation. i had a blasting holidays without even touched any assignment and enjoyed my days, back to my usual days which everyday worrying about the assignments, clinics and so on but no any action was taken. how impressive! and how ecstatic my life is. *i hate typing and because i tend to type nad. why??? okaiy, just a commercial break. hehe! =p

btw, alone at room seriously giving me a calmness. no need to watch my roommates study or whatsoever. i can do whatever i want without affected by them. *i'm psycho. i know. the feeling may be affected but still... me is just like me. when i feel like wanna do i'll do. otherwise, the answer is no. or i'll deviate. maybe i finished less than 20%. despicable me. *dumb T_T

to my both friends, a thousand apologize from me. i seriously can't attend your wedding. i'm a jobless student with less and lesser money. so, please do understand my condition. and since my habit of doing and preparing all the chores, things, assignments so last minute i don't think i'll manage to attend. sorry again. but please do come for my wedding. *calon please~ hik3!=p i should stop here i think. i feel like my brain is deteriorating. exaggerated word is used. does it suitable??? nope...should be the function of my brain is deteriorating. ok, good needa! keep up your good job in English. keep writing even sometimes you used wrong words and grammar. *sudden self motivated.

ok, assalamualaikum.
p/s: please do reply yaw!! *muka penuh berharap =p

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

shadow is better than figure

ahakz! see my title for this post la. i'm going to karut marut tonight as tomorrow i'll be heading back to kuantan. ok, lets start. jap, benti tampar nyamuk jap tadi. spoil btol. lost my idea tau! (*sile bace nada gedik). i took that pic during raya. sama2 pasang pelita raya n main bunga api kan. so, malam raya kat kampung is the best! kalau tak caya, sudah! malas saya nak amik peduli. saya nak kurus tinggi like my shadow. but make sure ek bukan shadow yg waktu 12pm tu. thats terrifying. hahha! tall and thin. double Ts. not like me who is not so tall and obviously far a way from a word thin.huu~ *sile panjangkan angan2 anda sampai ke angkasa. ni sebagai motivasi diri. i have to really really really strengthen my self determination and motivation just to loss a few kgs. but where can i get this strength. kene gali lubang tanah dalam2 or panjat pokok tinggi2 ke? what to do????!!! even my lecturer aka my fyp supervisor pon ckp i look like gaining weight. what to do? what to do? what to do? (*yg ni pulak, bace ikot rentak lagu hey mickey!) ari2 minum air je jangan makan nasi or whatsoever. then, bile sakit or hampir2 mati, salahkan penimbang berat yang menunjukkan berat badan yang tak sepatot nye. ok? logik?
hmm...lets drop the issue of being tall and thin. i'll work harder to lose some kgs but my height, i guess can't be changed anymore. btw, just back from teluk intan. had few blasting days with syawal mikhael. he turns cuter and more hansome. should i use handsomer??? pancung lidah! sesuke ati tukar grammar. so, bile otak dah mula fikir tuk kembali ke kuantan, jadual kehidupan yg lebey serius mule difikirkan. macam2 nak kene buat. nak ke kenduri kahwin rakan2 pon kene consider banyak kali. kenapa korang kahwin awal sangat??? tunggu la saya kahwin dulu.huk3! prince charming, are you there??? cepat masuk meminang saya. *again, i'm nuts.

okaiy, tadi saje survey2 kete ape yg patot dibeli and affordable with gaji yang tak berapa nak banyak. so, my brother did give me an opinion. we did google for kia forte. siap buat comparison between 1.6EX, 1.6SX nd 2.0SX. of course la yang 2.0SX paling mantap tapi yang affordable, 1.6EX je.hahha! saya memasang angan2 agar hidup saya lebey terjamin. ye dak? =) now my target:::::::::jeng!jeng!jeng!!!!! finishing my study la. ape lagi??? then get a good jod to begin with and slowly upgrading my life. i want a stable and an enjoyable life. (^_^)

p/s: dude, thanx for dropping a comment. at least i know, you still remember me (^_^). but the feeling of tamparmukayoulajulajuandsepakkakiyoukuatkuat still ade.

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

secondhand serenade

i fall in love with this guy's voice and of course with his songs. seriously capable of making my heart melting. *gilo tak saya??? i thought it was a band with vocalist, guitarist, bass and everyting but only him playing and singing everything. so mantapkan? he started his debut on 2006 and i was introduced with his song by my friend which was i did not like it at first. "your call"....but after listened and listened and keep listening, i fell in love with his voice and his songs. however i do not know how long i can be his fan. apparently i don't have any good record regarding of being *kipas susah mati of any singers. hehehe! but seriously the lyrics of his songs and the melody are really good. *angkat lebey2 nampak. =p so go dear!!! if u'll come again to Malaysia please give me a free tix for your concert. opps! may be you should give me couple of them. i have to bring a company though. hahha!

p/s: to a guy, please contact me (^_^)then we can listen to his songs togather. *i'm nuts!! =p will be having a nap after isyak prayer and need to continue with my assignments. huuu~ this is student life. everyone knows.

so, chow!

Sunday, November 27, 2011

don't bother to read

currently sitting on my chair. staring on my lappy. thinking. oh, don't bother to lie saying you're thinking needa. hmm...i'm planning of doing my assignments. my dozen of assignments. again, i'm lying. should minus 10 for those assignments. then will get the accurate quantity of them. woke up early in the morning, heading for breakfast (roti tampal n roti canai + teh tarik) which were really marvelous, cleaning my room and clothes which consumed 2 hours (mopping and everything), then rest for the remaining time until now. not yet perform my prayer and now stuck typing to post something in my blog. wahh!!! like writing a diary. at least i know that i did something benefit today. haha!

eh, to azyan kadir i really feel so sorry. its not that i don't want to join you for kenduri but don't feel like fit to be there with both of you. just enjoy your day okaiy. *kempunan masuk bukit istana. hahaha! i'll fresh myself after this and ready to do my assignment. should do at least a lil bit of them so that won't feel *ghalat for not doing anything during my free time. not doing anything does not mean i don't really do anything, the thing is i do not do something benefit toward me. thats all. *faham ayat kel aku???

oh, for the best song award which was initially nominated to yuna just being given to anuar zain. both i like. both i don't like. do not mind much about that. but still, should not do that way. both parties might feel awkward party feels upset. *just my opinion (no need to bother). anuar zain's voice is superb except his controversy of being ***. other than that he's the best. just don't judge a person by his look la kan. should know him better than you can say it. out of blue, i jump into artist matter. hahha! unintentionally okaiy.

i'm in period of waiting the permission of taking, bringing and using my brother's car for the sake of data collection. lucky me i got 5 brothers. and lucky me i was not in my brothers' era of studying. everything was impossible and now, when my time comes everything is possible. just delivers the messages to ayah properly and he will consider them thoroughly. everything is for the sake of my study but i'm here writing a blog, not doing my assignment. hisy! *anak tak mengenang budi.

so, daaaa~ i need to do a really prior and important thing in my life now. study!

p/s: i'm hoping for having nice present and future days.

Monday, November 21, 2011

focus deviates

10 mins to 3pm. and i'm sitting and still planning how to start my report. got all the info but the internet connection got better and makes me deviate from doing my report. this week, i got few works that have to be finished. no further delay. never learn from my mistakes! isy! i did plan them thoroughly and just need to be done. i need the much and best effort here. can someone lend me some. hehehe!

these are my urgent and important things to be done:
1) Report for aural rehabilitation
2) Assignment for industrial audiology
3) Assignment for Advance auditory amplification
4) Data collection for FYP

ermm..what else???
should i continue my works now? i think so. just do this quick update to refresh my blog. hahha! i'm lunatic. *nuts!

p/s: hey, sarawakian guy! if i can shoot you right now, i dare to say i'll do it. heartless guy!!!! grrr!!!!

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

cloud nine in a storm

ok! this is really amuse me! and i totally agree with lil garfield. hahhaa! if i can use that as my excuses of gaining weight, it'll really bliss me. but the truth is i ate and eat a lot. and now, my friend is offering prawn cracker of double Decker snack. and i do not qualify to use that as my brilliant excuses, well...i'm not that genius.

lets move to my current problem. my pendrive became useless. all the important files in that were gone. VIRUS!!!! damn you. cis! bedebah! pergi maen jaoh2!. if all these swears can avoid my pendrive from got infected i did not need to buy KIS as the primary protection. KIS?? Kapersky Internet Security laaaa...okeh! dah selamat jahanam baru terhegeh2 nak anti virus bagai ek. at least, next time the same thing won't happen to me again. just pray for the best lah kan. =) but alhamdulillah, still i managed to get back all the files wanted. thanx to emailing technology. yeehaaa! *nuts! got to go. need to finish and submit my ethics proposal to SV.

p/s: i still in a good mood even got lots thing to do. thats why lah i called this entry as cloud nine in a storm. aci??? =p

eh, i miss my ex lah (nuts). teeheee!!! =p

Sunday, October 16, 2011

a quick update

there's nothing much to be updated. my proposals already been submitted. i wish it will contribute some marks in my thesis marking. just wish for the best. oh, i agreed to be a patient for a dentist to be. its professional okaiy. =p erm..lately, i've been missing someone. hope he'll be alright in whatever situation. i wish you good luck dear. just stick with your decision till the end if you think its the best for you. just wish you will be contacting me one day. just to know how you're doing. you know..i'm a cute but full of curiousity girl.hahaha! *nuts! =p

woke up late today. and spent a day without doing anything and finally decided to get starbuck mocha blended with choc java chip. marvelous! just craving it so much. i had bbq dinner in my brother's in law's home. lots of meat. ate like my stomach will bloat and blast. heaven!!! of course somebody will tell me that i'm fat now. did i ever been thinner?? may be yes but it will last not more than couple of months.hahaha! *need to diet again. seriously!*

tomorrow will be back to kuantan. feeling good got to spend spend my weekend with my dad here. at least, i wont feel homesick for couple of weeks. =p eh, got to go. brushing my teeth and wash my face before sleep is a must! bye.

p/s: i miss you dude.

Friday, October 7, 2011

dude, do you have conscience?

this is my post for you. this will be my expression of curiosity and unsatisfaction of your action. is it hard enough for you to tell us where the hell are you??? you do have your decision and you have your right but at least can you please be less mean toward us. even your besties does not know where on earth are you. come on dude, don't be like this. you said before that you are someone who cares about me and your friends, so please don't do this to us. at least a short message telling what are you up to right now and why you do that.

lots of thing i wanna ask but if you happen to read my blog especially this post just drop your message in the comment box. it won't hurt your pride. aren't you???

p/s: i do miss the old you dude. i do hope you have at least a lil bit conscience in you.

Monday, October 3, 2011

satu macam aktiviti

hye!!!! ni memang betol2 gian and addicted nak update blog okaiy! so, intro for this post kite pakai my face yg very cute miut ni ok. hehhe! (pujilah diri sendiri selagi mampu =p)memang banyak banyak banyak.....cite nak update before this tapi disebabkan diri sendiri yang kekurangan idea and kekurangan masa tuk membuat kerja yang tak berapa berfaedah ni, so baru ari ni lah ade masenye! oh, sebab saya cuti clinic arini. hehhe! suke3! (^_^)

so, kite start dengan 1st week at campus. shopping is the best medicine. bile abes duit it is the worst medicine. kitorang shopping barang keperluan diri and bilik. maklum lah..pindah bilik kan. then cuti 4 bulan plak before this, memang banyak la bekalan2 perlu ditopup! maka, pada hari itu mengalir ngalirlah duit bagaikan air.! saya tidak suka situasi ini. huh!

ni plak pic my friends tengah discuss pasal nak beli iron board. kene cari paling murah and paling tahan beb~ baru jimat.

tuk 2nd week, kitorng ade open house kat umah my coursemate. makanan best!oh, ade photo shoot raya lagi tu kat pantai gelora. tapi lupe la nk upload pics tadi. so, as a conclusion still we had plan during 2nd week.hehehe!

then, we all pergi membuang masa di black stone. of course la preparation tuk research proposal xsiap lagi. tapi meronggeng itu penting! kalo tak, idea takde nanti. ye ke??? iye kan je la... so, kat bawah ni semua pics kitorang kat sane. nak upload semua memang tak la kan. i malas! =)

me and lini, my forever roommate. mana ley pisah wei!

lentik abes diorang lompat. nasib kurus! oh, saya jeles! =p

ok, ni semua ahli lawatan ke black stone pada hari kejadian. hahha! kenangan kene cipta leklok. nanti nyesal. (^_^)

then, week 3 we all takde any plan and taknak gatal2 wujudkan ape2 plan sebab perlu fokus tuk presentation on Wednesday. jadinye...memang mostly activities adalah berjumpa supervisor tuk consultation dan segalanya....presentation dengan suara yang a lil bit terketar2. and also question from lecturers yang tidak diberi jawapan. kalo bagi pon deviate gile from ape yang dia tanya.hahha! whatever la..for thesis presentation i'll do better and the best! (oh, azamku berkobar-kobar). ermm...on friday the same week kitorang ade cabaran snickers. hahha! the task plak macam mana nak reduce kan noise from the receiver. ade la dalam 21 sarang telor kitorng cilok dengan keizinan kat tunas manja. then kutip kotak2 terbuang kat area mahallah ni. terbaik! my group won. haha! tapi snickers both group pon dapat. our HOD manalah tak adil kan. sebab dy sayang kitorng semua. gagaga! banyak la jugak pics yang disnap kat clinic but i intended in uploading one pic je.

tada.....!!!!! pic ngan roommates! this sem and next sem, i got three roommates okaiy. and semua nye sengal2 walaupon berwajah mulia.haha! love this pic so much (^_^).

(dik yuyu, acik, along n angah) i'm maybe the youngest in my family but not in this family. hehe! i like!!

Last activity on week 3, kami menghadirkan diri ke walimah our senior iaitu nabil&kak najwa. very cute miut and sweet muit je diorang dua orang ni. kitorang ala2 vvip wei sebab kul 3.20pm baru sampai. makanan pon kene tunggu yang baru then baru dapat makan. borak2 (salah satu topik adalah pasal beza baju songket yg diorang pakai kat KB and KL). snap2 pic then pulang ke pangkal jalan. moga si nabil and kak najwa berpanjangan jodohnye. Aminn~

ni plak special pose tuk my camera. haha!

before pulang ke kuantan, sempatlah saya membawa si zakiah & marlini ke OU and gerai char kuey teaw sg. penchala. malangnye, kuey teaw nye bukan bos yang masak so tak sedap macam selalu. maaf ye kamu berdua. and now, i'm sitting in front of lappy finished updating my blog.


Tuesday, September 20, 2011


in the state of preparing the proposal.
will be having research proposal presentation next week.
hope luck will be on my side.
pray for me (^_^)

long entry and macam2 kisah will be updated after next week!

i'll do whatever it takes!!!

Thursday, September 8, 2011


currently watching CSI. its really easy to hitch someone in this. omg. lets forget about it. like before my intro of my post mesti ayat lame gile nak update tp bal bla bla bla. still in month of syawal. gladly semuanye berjalan dengan lancar. happening. had the opportunity to gather with all family members. it is not about raya i'm going to speak here. but it is more important subject actually. it is respect. dah lame tak update something serious like this but i feel like i have and need to.

its been years she's been a mother. okey specifically stepmom. it does not matter either she's biological mom or stepmom but at least give her some respect even you do not like her. i really hope i can tell you this face to face but of course your ego and pride won't allow me. i hate you for what you have done. i hate you for being backstabber. i hate you for being talam dua muka. we are ageing. don't you ever realize it? please...change your attitude.

jangan sampai one day your own children treat you the same way you did.

and as a husband,its better to educate your wife really well.

Thursday, August 25, 2011


everything is lembap
my lappy
my progressing in doing proposal
my preparationfor raya
everything is lembap
i truly and really really hate this

Thursday, August 18, 2011

announcement!!!! EMERGENCY!!!


I FALL IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY!!!my heart is fluttering especially when he smiles. damn!!so cute!!!

"park shi hoo", i love you <3<3<3

p/s: sile fokus pada mata dy. sepet je kan? cute!!! (^_^)

Wednesday, August 17, 2011


quite a while i did not update my blog. tenet connection before this but now, lucky me! wireless is everywhere. thanx to my anak sedara (^_^). Ramadhan, tup tup dah separuh bulan dah berpuasa. cepat. but still i need a really lot of guts for me to change. i'm not changing yet. and i do not like it this way. it becomes my addiction and i know its wrong. i want to correct my wrongdoings but still i'm weak. half a month, i'll use it properly.

oh, i'm searching some guts for my proposal. any progress?? of course, no! still stuck with the intro and only one definition. WTH?? that's me. really demotivated when at home and laziness is everywhere in myself. DAYEM! see!!! i need to change. who will marry me if i'm still in this area of laziness. ok, thats not funny but i meant it! got to go, in the mood of 'MARS NEEDS MOM' and i need MOTIVATION!! give me some please.

oh, you!! i am really disappointed, upset, frustrated, demotivated, and all the negative things with you. you know what, i'm nobody but still a person who got feeling. understood? did i make myself clear here. of course clear enough right? so, an educated person like you might not do not understand this.

Friday, July 29, 2011

where are you?

hey, where are you exactly? masih dengan perangai lamakah? deactivate semua laman sosial and handphone will be always in off mode? erm...and like i used to be, i'll be waiting. btw, Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan!!!!!!!!!!(^_^)

syawal mikhael

oh, i just can't wait to update the latest post. my sis did nagging to me. she said i can do other things but couldn't finishing my assignments yet. well..she knows me better, a lazy younger sister (^_^). OKAIY! almost a month i stay at my sis's home. enjoying all my days with my little pumpkin, syawal mikhael. he makes my day. never feel bored when i'm with him. dia dah pandai buat perangai sekarang. i do see him jalan terkatik2 mule2 start jalan dulu and now he is able to run. he knows how to kick a ball okaiy!! just like his father. love soccer tapi kalo orang jerit GOL!!! kuat2 kompem nanges. terkejut. Muke legend, hati jambu.ceh~

now, he knows how to hold a phone especially when we said hello. cepat2 amik phone letak kat telinga. giler cute! and the most important habit that has been developed, he loves to slap me. i have been slapped by him more than 10 times a day. huh! tahan aje la..hehe!=p

see how he's holding the phone. he's cute kan??(^_^)

those pics kat bawah ni plak yang maksu rase very cute and adorable tuk dipaparkan (^_^). got lots of his pics tp takkan nak upload semue kan...=p i said before, almost a month i live here kan but thas was the first time diorang bawak maksu pergi taman. konon2 nak bawak mikhael beriadah la kan. tap maksu dy yang lebih duk snap2 gambo. siap tengok orang memancing lagi. maksu dapat main buayan tau! before duduk tu, i did ask my bro in law,"mampu ke buayan ni nak support dik". maklumla...badan makin mengembang. of couse la mampu kan kalo tak, takde makna nye ade gambo pic maksu naik buayan dengan gembiranya!!! weeee!!!!!!!!!!! gambo mikhael naik buayan lain kali maksu letak.hahha!=p just happy to enjoy my day with him.

finally...i admit, like my sis always said, "maksu bias". i love this my lil pumpkin very much more than other nieces and nephews. so, i'll be just like this (^_^)

oh, already 1am. got to sleep, bye!!!

Wednesday, July 27, 2011


it had been a long time i never been to funfair. ermm..about 15 years i think. so many had change. kalau dulu it was very happening and so many things to be played but now, semua macam kusam. dah tak best. nak main pon macam tak menarek. the attractiveness already gone. at the first place, pegi funfair baru2 ni cadangnye nak amik pics bebanyak since waktu kecik2 dulu pegi funfair tapi satu gambo pon tak penah amik kan. tapi i just took 2 pics because yang lain semua tak menarek.

and see! how huge i became only in 3 months. owh...i got bigger and bigger. i'm fat but i'm cute (self esteem kene tinggi okaiy! =p).

Monday, July 25, 2011

broken heart

pics are copied form (^_^)

BROKEN HEART. you may take days, weeks, months, even years to heal it. it is very fragile yet you have to take a very good care of it. be someone who are really grateful when someone gives you their heart. if you are ready to commit with heart matters, then be ready to commit with other's life seriously.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

cameron highland

parts of my bajet pics!!=p

its been a long time i had been dreaming to go there. i thought i never make it. it was kind of shock when my sis told me that they will bring me to cameron highland. quite excited actually since my first and last time i went there when i was 14. so, i told them i do not want to miss anything there. however, since we only had less than 12 hours, so we didn't make it to go every single place. fortunately, we managed to spend some times at tea farms and strawberry farm. it was an ecstatic feeling!! thousands appreciation to my sis and bro in law. both of you rock!!! (^_^)

Oh, Marlini Mesran!!!!!! i did buy strawberry with chocolate but the taste of strawberry itself was more delicious lah!!=) btw, thanx for the suggestion. hehe! erm...i had motion sickness on the way to cameron and back from there. Did stop for awhile and threw out everything. huh!!

i really enjoyed myself there..(^_^) and the most thing i love, i got soo many strawberries!!!! love it so much lah!!!

p/s: ni mcm essay english la. dah lupe dah boombastic words.hahha! simple word je la yg mampu.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

a post

Arrrrggghhhhhh!!!! selalu tak commit bebetol dengan my luvly blog ni. banyak kesah sebenarnya. rasa macam hari2 nak update tapi of course la saya amat malas kan. so, last Tuesday i searched for a job. i did go to secret recipe, pizza hut, mcD, KFC and 7e. tapi saya anto dua je form. kasi kat 7e and mcD. yang lain tiada kekosongan dan ade juge yang saya tak minat. so, kelmarin 7e ade la panggil interview for d job. i did go tapi tak rase nak keje bila tarantantang lagi terbentang i need to handle with alcohol thing. saya tak rase saya seorang yang amat terdesak untuk berkerja and earn money dengan melibatkan diri dengan benda2 tu. lagi pon i need to wait for a week for the result. habis cuti macam tu je. so, i decided just to stay at home and fokus pada homework yang ada.

oh, arini saya ditinggalkan berseorangan di rumah. bukan taknak ikot my sis n bro in law ke tanjong piandang tapi diorang mesti nak menyinggah di rumah mak bapak diorang kan. so, daripada nanti saya tercongok tak tahu nak buat apa, baiklah saya manghabiskan masa bermain tenet di rumah tanpa gangguan syawal mikhael.hehe! jurnal pon boleh dibuat dengan tenang. oh, ini kalo rajin nak mengadap lah! hee~ saya memanglah anak bongsu yang cengeng lagi manja dan of course lah penakut ditinggalkan sorang2 but hello!!! i'm 23 years old okaiy!! next year dah nak turn to 24 dah. kalo orang tua2 mesti cakap dah boleh jadi bini orang dah. tapi hakikatnya tak boleh lagi....saya belom matang sepenuhnye.hehe! (pengakuan eksklusif neh!)as a conclusion, saya memang boleh jaga diri sorang2. (^_^)

ermm..semalam i did browse all the pics in my phone. yang lama n baru semua saya tengok. then, terpandang satu pic ni tros terlepas cakap kuat2 "rindunye kat dy...". unconsciously okaiy!. adoi~ bahaya2!!!nasib baik my sis je yg dengar.kui3! lambat lagi ni nak jumpa. bersabar2. but i have a big problem here and bahaya tuk di'state'kan di sini. biar saya simpan sorang2 lah masalah ni. it just a matter of time either it will be okay or not. i'll accept whatever it is gladly (ye ke??).

btw, i need something to cheer me up!!!!

Sunday, July 10, 2011

saya dapat update blog

waa....dah seminggu tak update. duk kampung takde tenet. main tenet pon menumpang, tak kan nak update blog bagai kan...hehe! saya kembali lagi di KL. but just for a day la. esok malam bakal berangkat ke teluk intan. konon2 niat nak berkerja di sana tapi sebenarnye saya banyak rindu wo00 sama saya punya pumpkin. budak sorang ni takleh tak jumpa lama2. nanti angin dy berubah. cian maksu dy nak berusaha menagih kasih sayang drpd dy lagi kan. bukan senang. mentang2 ade aset baik punye budak ni, berlagak wo000. stranger anxiety.

seminggu ni saya kat rumah membantu memasak dan jika angin rajin datang, saya akan mengemas rumah. malangnya angin rajin saya amatlah jarang2.hehe. ermm...oh, a week ni both of my eyes kene infection. tapi yang remain tak sihat2 lagi the right side. macam ketumbit je saya tengok. sakit wo000. saya tak ngintai orang tut tut pon tapi nape kene infection ni. dah la both sides. sadis betol. mesti saya ade tengok bende tak senonoh. that's why Allah nak balas. huu~

arrr...!!!my schoolmate yg dulunye kire Gerik mate jugak la dah pon selamat kahwin. suami isteri bertitle doctor. wulahuuu!!!! saya bile pulak ek?? lambat lagi ke?? hahha!! mode gedix tetibe menyerang.gagaga~ btw, senior sekolah rendah saya pon dah kahwin. ensem gak suami dy. oh, saya tak senonoh usha laki orang!! terok btol. one of my friends cakap kalo nak jaga baka tuk dapat anak comey2 kena dapat suami yang ensem or cute miut dulu. hehhe!! sape2 yang rase dy ensem or cute jangan la malu2 berkenalan ngan saya. saya nak jaga baka jugak.haha! saya SENGAL~~ ni la akibatnya kalo sekali dah dapat update blog. macam2 nak dikarutkan.hehe!


oh, saya dapat update blog lagi.yeay!!!!^^

Friday, July 1, 2011


Just love and like the way they taught us (^_^)

Then, i promise i'll be a really good Audiologist. Somehow, this is what i chose <3<3<3

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

bed time story

mata mengantok. already swithced off d lamp. suddenly d feeling nak update blog came out. bukan nak berceloteh panjang pon tapi just nak meluahkan rase dari hati yang galau ni. saya memikirkan masa hadapan. apa aim yang patot dicapai dalam masa 3 ke 4 tahun dari sekarang. tapi dalam hati bercita2 mahu sambung belajar. sambung belajar itu menarek tapi nak mendapatkan modal bagi nak membiayai kos study mahu dikorek mane. dalam hati juga bercita2 mahu mebeli kereta. kepala otak berfikir2 kot2 nanti dah kerja senang dah ade kereta. then, another thought came out. i nak kumpul aset. at least before kahwin (kalo ade org nak kawen ngan aku) dah ade ape yang patot. aset2 yang konon2 nya atas nama sendiri tanpa campur tangan nama orang lain. terbaik! saya bercita2 mahu berjaya dalam kerjaya saya. doing the usual things that i used to but something yang i'll never feel bored towards that. dan saya mahu pasangan saya nanti memahami kerjaya saya (tak melampau kan yg ini). macam artis plak nak husband faham2 kerjaya. but of course la kalo nak kawen ngan kite mestilah kawen ngan semua mende yang ade kat kite kan??? (ke salah???) erm....d most n important thing saya nak kerja saya nanti boleh travel lain2 tempat. tapi as an audiologist, ade peluang macam tu ke?? i'll find out. may be kerja ngan company Siemens of course la hearing aid nye production kan. oh, kadang2 saya terfikir jugak nak tukar kerjaya. sengal~

so, ade sesape nak tolong saya capai semua ni tak??

Sunday, June 26, 2011

hang out??

agak berhari2 gak la kan tak update blog. so, semalam saya pergi jalan TAR tuk membeli belah kain baju raya.

so, sy ade gak la snap beberapa pics dalam nak tunggu cik awe kite sampai. but sy upload yg ni je. malas nak upload bebanya. hee~

konon2 abes berseni ar ni.gagaga~

pas jumpa tros ajak makan laksa. sy lapo. begitu juge mereka.

setahu sy, sy yang nak membeli belah tapi sy tak faham nape kakak ni beria promote kat cik awe kite.hhmm~

seperti permintaan ku tuk ke ice room. maka inilah hasilnye. cik awe's treat. ssssaaayyyyaaannnnggg awe!!!hak3!=p lenkali belanja lagi ye.=)

then off to umah ler...penat sudah pusing2 semua (^_^)

Monday, June 20, 2011

seminar hari kesedaran pendengaran dan pertuturan

hehhe! arini taknak cite pon ape2 pasal seminar ni. just nak tunjuk betapa enjoy nye kami di saat seminar ini berlangsung! penuh dengan suka ria. hmmm...iyolah tu.=p

ni pic me and ayu. ENT dr. ngah bebel2 kat depan sempat plak la kitorang snap muke yg ceria mendengar bebelan di hadapan =). btw, kitorang duk seat 2nd row from the front tau. (senyum berlagak)

Ni plak candid from ayuadela. busuk btol. she said, "upload gmbo tak senonoh nida dalam blog". so, i pon upload la kan...=p

lapo. nampak tak dua piring tu??!!! hampeh tol ayuadela nih!!!keje dy la tu. ggrrrr...

Ni plak pic bajet ayu. konon2 buat peace tu ilang la ketidaksopanan waktu makan.haha!

Guess la ni sape!!! ni la supervisor kitorang yang very sporting. easy going. tapi jangan main2~~~ =p Puan Juliana. =) =) =)

cik dalila!!! serius n comey kan?? dy MC seminar ni. tu yang khusyuk semacam. tak sempay nak ngantok cam kitorang. btw, she's audiologist kat Hosp. Sungai Buloh ni. Graduated from UKM.

Ni plak ayuadela yang tahan ngantok!!!!gagaga =p

bercahaya!!! org beriman yang mengantok!!!=p


Thursday, June 16, 2011

mr. apek berangan

Suddenly i recalled all the things yg mr. apek pernah cakap.

Hmm... he likes this brand. so, nt kalo nak beli bile ade sale 70% and above ek. okaiy?? tu pon, kalo betol harga dy jadi logik after sale.=p

Rumah plak dy suke duplex condo ala2 macam ni la kot. ni interior design dy.

yang ni plak view area tmpt dy tinggal. ni konon2 la ye..

semua cantik. dari baju sampai ke rumah. tapi dah botak pon belom tentu dapat duk umah macam ni mr. apek oiii!!! nak mimpi pon tak berani tau. hisy!

takpe...berangan tak salah. ye tak???(^_^)lol=p


He loved to smile
no agony in his face
polite and humble
thats what i knew about him even only for a short time.

Adha Amerudin...moga rohmu dicucuri rahmatNya

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Optimus prime tu

yesterday, my sis and her hubby oh not to forget syawal mikhael came here. then, after solat maghrib, we spent some times at OU. saje jalan. nak cari baju mikhael kat FOS katenye tapi tak jumpe pon. so, dengan bangga nya saya tak tukar baju pon. redah ngan seluar tido je then sarung my grey cardigan.hehhe! so, jalan2 then kitorang nampak a big robot kat bawah. OPTIMUS PRIME tu...hahha! takyah cita banyak ah, ape lagi. tros snap2 pic ah.(^_^)

Ni ha optimus prime nye. Big sgt but i think dlm movie tu dy lagi2 besar drpd ni.

diorang yg teruja. my sis n nephew..

maksu nak gak ade gmbo dengan Optimus...=p

my sis and vespa pulak..

maksu n bumblebee

they again~

bumblebee and them..

Mikhael pandang maksu..tak pandang camera pon..

dah pandang camera dah..=)

mikhael teruja testing new shoe..

their family...better than yg bawah nye pic kan..=p

parents yg bermuke sememeh!!=p

my sis yang sengal~lol =p

nike shoe idaman hati Mikhael

cristiano ronaldo my imagination boypren..hahhaha! gilo!=p

ini MAKSU yg senget. kate kakakku.heee~

tudung pon senget..mata abes bulat la tu.isy3~

p/s: tak sabar nak tengok cite ni..TERUJA SANGAT!!!!