this is my super annoying post. bblllrrgghh~

being a final year student not an easy task. kalau dulu waktu first year tak payah nak fikir banyak2. baca buku and jawab exam memolek (tapi result tak molek2 pon). tapi sekarang lain. umur bertambah. banyak benda nak difikir. my future and everything. how i'm going to manage my life, everything etc. seems like nothing to be worried about but lots okay. LOTS!. the shortcoming events (event ke????) are our mock interview, final research presentation not to mention poster presentation (for this, i don't have any idea yet). so, sape kate aku tak fikir ape2. ari2 aku berfikir okay. cuma kadang2 je fikir important things and most likely benda2 celah gigi yang selalu aku nampak. yang besar2 semua tolak tepi dulu. dengan kata lain cik hasnida ni seorang yang penakut. duduk diam2, fikir lambat2. orang lain dah laju ke depan aku baru nak terngadah. haisy~ so, in my head right now, i've been thinking am i be able to graduate on the right time and will i get a good job to start with. malam2 selalu berangan nak mencapai sesuatu yang sangat besar which actually can make me proud of myself. hmm~~ teros fikir ye cik hasnida. you got your brain which is most likely not working so hard enough. so, be smarter please. dah final year and yet in the middle of final sem, sampai bila nak berada di takuk lama. nagging to myself right now. so, to those who are not interested to read my super annoying blog, just walk away and let me burst out loud everything i want in this blog. okay, dah lega. takat ni je dulu yang terkumpul dalam jiwa.

oh, btw i'm super annoying with people yang bile susah baru nak himpit2 kite. i despise this so much okay! lain kali kalo nak manja2 and himpit2 aku bila susah dan kesunyian, jangan nak kutuk aku lebey2 pada benda yang tak patot. tu la, hidup dalam dunia sendiri je.semua luahan ikot teknologi, ingat dy sorang pakar IT. meh luah depan2. kite face to face. ADE BERAN??? always assuming every people love you. haisy~
bye peeps!!

update jugak

assalamualaikum...

tak jawab dosa!!! ceh..intro pon dah penoh dengan ugutan. dah berapa kali dah bukak blog ni dengan niat nak menghupdate segala ape yang ade. malangnye semua tak jadi. connection slow lah, cite basi lah, mood takde lah. oh dan macam macam lagi lah. okaiy! alasan2 yang diberi amat munasabah. *deng! so, sebagai student final year yang skarang ni tengah terhegeh2 nak menyiapkan research project, manghupdate blog adelah satu keje yang sia2. oh statemant, memang meloyakan tekak. layan twitter and facebook takpe pulak ye. dah semangat dah before this manghupload gambo my lil sweet munchin pumpkin kat blog ni sekali internet putus. lost. so semua hasil kerje2 ku juga lost. oh, whatever! nanti aku tunggu connection paling laju untuk menghupload segala aktiviti ku bersama hero hensem bakal model+engineer+pemain bola sepak tu.hahha! maksu yang lebey2 bercita2 tinggi. nak jadi PA dialah. letak jawatan as an audiologist. memang karutlah kalo macam tu. belajar sampai nanges air mata tak darah, tetibe nak terpesong keje lain pulak kan. how mengarut nye aku tapi kalo jadi part time PA pon ok jugak kan. *nak jugak tu.

bila aku mule merapu rasa banyak pulak nak dihupdate dalam blog ni.hewhewhew! tapi kalo idea takde, baik pergi tido je kan. konon nak hadap lit review, sekali lit review ke mane, aku ke mane? oh..pergi TC jap td menikmati "makanan laju". sebab tamak sangat nak makanan besar2 aku memerlukan sejam tuk habiskan semuanya. takpe...janji abes. takdelah membazir. pastu balik jadi hyper semacam. otak biol! satu bilik affected dengan kesengalan ku di malam hari. oh, azam tuk jog ari2 sem ni berjaya dilaksanakan. hasilnya, i can jog for 50 minutes w/out stop kalo kaki tak buat hal. unfortunately, bumi kuantan dua tiga hari ni asek hujan la pulak. habis lah stamina sy. mahu semput balik nanti. selang jog sehari pon dah buat aku affected tau. jog straight 2 weeks pon, still chubby jugak. takpe lah needa...janji badan sihat. *ayat sedapkan hati. =p

@_@ nampak? mate aku dah keror. maksudnye, dy nak rehat. i need sleep. i got appointment with two lecturers tomorrow. for the sake of my research. so sesape saje yang membaca curahan dan coretan di blog daku yang tak seberapa ni, sila doakan moga ade yang terbaik tuk diri ini. berjaya di dunia dan akhirat. amin...(^_^)

p/s: apex, leteh la..tolong calculatekan data sy. tolong yg tu je. aci?=p

entah

finally..i'm in kl. Meet my beloved father and see his smile. But still..he's not in the best state of health. Surgery? He does not want to do it anymore. Takot katenye. Setakat ni tak ade siape pon yang boleh pujuk. Me? Not yet try. Waiting for a suitable time. Konon lah kan. Aleh2 aku senyap je, ikot je ape dia kate. Hiks! Oh, finally, abes pon sesi re-sit for viva. A week waiting just for 15 mins session of oral defense. Huh! Rugi cuti seminggu. Jangan merungut..ada hikmah tau. Ermm..sekarang ni, jangan pernah putus doa dan harap. Moga semua nya lulus dengan jayanya. Oh, i miss my kampung so badly. Ayah said nak balik this saturday. Can't wait. Tapi risau la dengan condition dia. Moga terbuka hati ayah to undergo that surgery. It pains to see him in that condition. Haih ayah..kenape la nak takut2 pulak. Ok, memang login la nak takut but still it'll give benefit for his future kan. Macam mane nak pujuk ni...?? Ade sesape tau? Karang kalo cakap lebey2 mahulah diri sendiri yang kena tadah telinga balik. He is so good in nagging ok. Hiks!

Ok, plan of spending my time for tomorrow at MPH. Kat mane lagi...??? OU la. MPH kat situ memang the best. Lots to choose babe =) if you nak selak lebey2 pon boleh. Ape lagi, marilah menyerbu. Why i'm so full of spirit nk serang MPH? I got the 200 voucher ok. So, what else i'm gonna do with tose vouchers. Mari menggila di MPH. Yeay!!


P/s: moga Allah murahlan rezeki dan kurniakan kecemerlangan. Aminnn...
10 days left. Hmm...ntah ape aku bebel kat atas tu =p eh, updates thru E5 woo000..hiks! Bajet canggih..

exam mode

i'll be having this dream until next year okaiy! i know its already the end of december. saje nak buat statement gempak. hehhe! so, my first paper today was super super super dahsyat!and my brain was really really really fatigue even it was only the muqaddimah part of the exam. sekian.

3 more papers to go and i'll be free. oh, not to forget the practical exam. every sem it does give me the feeling of extreme nervousness. only Allah knows. well, after all i still need to undergo it. so, go needa!!!

don't bother to read

currently sitting on my chair. staring on my lappy. thinking. oh, don't bother to lie saying you're thinking needa. hmm...i'm planning of doing my assignments. my dozen of assignments. again, i'm lying. should minus 10 for those assignments. then will get the accurate quantity of them. woke up early in the morning, heading for breakfast (roti tampal n roti canai + teh tarik) which were really marvelous, cleaning my room and clothes which consumed 2 hours (mopping and everything), then rest for the remaining time until now. not yet perform my prayer and now stuck typing to post something in my blog. wahh!!! like writing a diary. at least i know that i did something benefit today. haha!

eh, to azyan kadir i really feel so sorry. its not that i don't want to join you for kenduri but don't feel like fit to be there with both of you. just enjoy your day okaiy. *kempunan masuk bukit istana. hahaha! i'll fresh myself after this and ready to do my assignment. should do at least a lil bit of them so that won't feel *ghalat for not doing anything during my free time. not doing anything does not mean i don't really do anything, the thing is i do not do something benefit toward me. thats all. *faham ayat kel aku???

oh, for the best song award which was initially nominated to yuna just being given to anuar zain. both i like. both i don't like. do not mind much about that. but still, should not do that way. both parties might feel awkward or...one party feels upset. *just my opinion (no need to bother). anuar zain's voice is superb except his controversy of being ***. other than that he's the best. just don't judge a person by his look la kan. should know him better than you can say it. out of blue, i jump into artist matter. hahha! unintentionally okaiy.

i'm in period of waiting the permission of taking, bringing and using my brother's car for the sake of data collection. lucky me i got 5 brothers. and lucky me i was not in my brothers' era of studying. everything was impossible and now, when my time comes everything is possible. just delivers the messages to ayah properly and he will consider them thoroughly. everything is for the sake of my study but i'm here writing a blog, not doing my assignment. hisy! *anak tak mengenang budi.

so, daaaa~ i need to do a really prior and important thing in my life now. study!

p/s: i'm hoping for having nice present and future days.

focus deviates

10 mins to 3pm. and i'm sitting and still planning how to start my report. got all the info but the internet connection got better and makes me deviate from doing my report. this week, i got few works that have to be finished. no further delay. never learn from my mistakes! isy! i did plan them thoroughly and just need to be done. i need the much and best effort here. can someone lend me some. hehehe!

these are my urgent and important things to be done:
1) Report for aural rehabilitation
2) Assignment for industrial audiology
3) Assignment for Advance auditory amplification
4) Data collection for FYP

ermm..what else???
should i continue my works now? i think so. just do this quick update to refresh my blog. hahha! i'm lunatic. *nuts!

p/s: hey, sarawakian guy! if i can shoot you right now, i dare to say i'll do it. heartless guy!!!! grrr!!!!

thats why love is fearsome

got from
www.senidah.blogspot.com

updating

quite a while i did not update my blog. well..no tenet connection before this but now, lucky me! wireless is everywhere. thanx to my anak sedara (^_^). Ramadhan, tup tup dah separuh bulan dah berpuasa. cepat. but still i need a really lot of guts for me to change. i'm not changing yet. and i do not like it this way. it becomes my addiction and i know its wrong. i want to correct my wrongdoings but still i'm weak. half a month, i'll use it properly.

oh, i'm searching some guts for my proposal. any progress?? of course, no! still stuck with the intro and only one definition. WTH?? that's me. really demotivated when at home and laziness is everywhere in myself. DAYEM! see!!! i need to change. who will marry me if i'm still in this area of laziness. ok, thats not funny but i meant it! got to go, in the mood of 'MARS NEEDS MOM' and i need MOTIVATION!! give me some please.

oh, you!! i am really disappointed, upset, frustrated, demotivated, and all the negative things with you. you know what, i'm nobody but still a person who got feeling. understood? did i make myself clear here. of course clear enough right? so, an educated person like you might not do not understand this.

a post

Arrrrggghhhhhh!!!! selalu tak commit bebetol dengan my luvly blog ni. banyak kesah sebenarnya. rasa macam hari2 nak update tapi of course la saya amat malas kan. so, last Tuesday i searched for a job. i did go to secret recipe, pizza hut, mcD, KFC and 7e. tapi saya anto dua je form. kasi kat 7e and mcD. yang lain tiada kekosongan dan ade juge yang saya tak minat. so, kelmarin 7e ade la panggil interview for d job. i did go tapi tak rase nak keje bila tarantantang lagi terbentang i need to handle with alcohol thing. saya tak rase saya seorang yang amat terdesak untuk berkerja and earn money dengan melibatkan diri dengan benda2 tu. lagi pon i need to wait for a week for the result. habis cuti macam tu je. so, i decided just to stay at home and fokus pada homework yang ada.

oh, arini saya ditinggalkan berseorangan di rumah. bukan taknak ikot my sis n bro in law ke tanjong piandang tapi diorang mesti nak menyinggah di rumah mak bapak diorang kan. so, daripada nanti saya tercongok tak tahu nak buat apa, baiklah saya manghabiskan masa bermain tenet di rumah tanpa gangguan syawal mikhael.hehe! jurnal pon boleh dibuat dengan tenang. oh, ini kalo rajin nak mengadap lah! hee~ saya memanglah anak bongsu yang cengeng lagi manja dan of course lah penakut ditinggalkan sorang2 but hello!!! i'm 23 years old okaiy!! next year dah nak turn to 24 dah. kalo orang tua2 mesti cakap dah boleh jadi bini orang dah. tapi hakikatnya tak boleh lagi....saya belom matang sepenuhnye.hehe! (pengakuan eksklusif neh!)as a conclusion, saya memang boleh jaga diri sorang2. (^_^)

ermm..semalam i did browse all the pics in my phone. yang lama n baru semua saya tengok. then, terpandang satu pic ni tros terlepas cakap kuat2 "rindunye kat dy...". unconsciously okaiy!. adoi~ bahaya2!!!nasib baik my sis je yg dengar.kui3! lambat lagi ni nak jumpa. bersabar2. but i have a big problem here and bahaya tuk di'state'kan di sini. biar saya simpan sorang2 lah masalah ni. it just a matter of time either it will be okay or not. i'll accept whatever it is gladly (ye ke??).

btw, i need something to cheer me up!!!!

saya dapat update blog

waa....dah seminggu tak update. duk kampung takde tenet. main tenet pon menumpang, tak kan nak update blog bagai kan...hehe! saya kembali lagi di KL. but just for a day la. esok malam bakal berangkat ke teluk intan. konon2 niat nak berkerja di sana tapi sebenarnye saya banyak rindu wo00 sama saya punya pumpkin. budak sorang ni takleh tak jumpa lama2. nanti angin dy berubah. cian maksu dy nak berusaha menagih kasih sayang drpd dy lagi kan. bukan senang. mentang2 ade aset baik punye budak ni, berlagak wo000. stranger anxiety.

seminggu ni saya kat rumah membantu memasak dan jika angin rajin datang, saya akan mengemas rumah. malangnya angin rajin saya amatlah jarang2.hehe. ermm...oh, a week ni both of my eyes kene infection. tapi yang remain tak sihat2 lagi the right side. macam ketumbit je saya tengok. sakit wo000. saya tak ngintai orang tut tut pon tapi nape kene infection ni. dah la both sides. sadis betol. mesti saya ade tengok bende tak senonoh. that's why Allah nak balas. huu~

arrr...!!!my schoolmate yg dulunye kire Gerik mate jugak la dah pon selamat kahwin. suami isteri bertitle doctor. wulahuuu!!!! saya bile pulak ek?? lambat lagi ke?? hahha!! mode gedix tetibe menyerang.gagaga~ btw, senior sekolah rendah saya pon dah kahwin. ensem gak suami dy. oh, saya tak senonoh usha laki orang!! terok btol. one of my friends cakap kalo nak jaga baka tuk dapat anak comey2 kena dapat suami yang ensem or cute miut dulu. hehhe!! sape2 yang rase dy ensem or cute jangan la malu2 berkenalan ngan saya. saya nak jaga baka jugak.haha! saya SENGAL~~ ni la akibatnya kalo sekali dah dapat update blog. macam2 nak dikarutkan.hehe!

assalamualaikum!!!

oh, saya dapat update blog lagi.yeay!!!!^^

bed time story

mata mengantok. already swithced off d lamp. suddenly d feeling nak update blog came out. bukan nak berceloteh panjang pon tapi just nak meluahkan rase dari hati yang galau ni. saya memikirkan masa hadapan. apa aim yang patot dicapai dalam masa 3 ke 4 tahun dari sekarang. tapi dalam hati bercita2 mahu sambung belajar. sambung belajar itu menarek tapi nak mendapatkan modal bagi nak membiayai kos study mahu dikorek mane. dalam hati juga bercita2 mahu mebeli kereta. kepala otak berfikir2 kot2 nanti dah kerja senang dah ade kereta. then, another thought came out. i nak kumpul aset. at least before kahwin (kalo ade org nak kawen ngan aku) dah ade ape yang patot. aset2 yang konon2 nya atas nama sendiri tanpa campur tangan nama orang lain. terbaik! saya bercita2 mahu berjaya dalam kerjaya saya. doing the usual things that i used to but something yang i'll never feel bored towards that. dan saya mahu pasangan saya nanti memahami kerjaya saya (tak melampau kan yg ini). macam artis plak nak husband faham2 kerjaya. but of course la kalo nak kawen ngan kite mestilah kawen ngan semua mende yang ade kat kite kan??? (ke salah???) erm....d most n important thing saya nak kerja saya nanti boleh travel lain2 tempat. tapi as an audiologist, ade peluang macam tu ke?? i'll find out. may be kerja ngan company Siemens ke....tp of course la hearing aid nye production kan. oh, kadang2 saya terfikir jugak nak tukar kerjaya. sengal~

so, ade sesape nak tolong saya capai semua ni tak??

seminar hari kesedaran pendengaran dan pertuturan

hehhe! arini taknak cite pon ape2 pasal seminar ni. just nak tunjuk betapa enjoy nye kami di saat seminar ini berlangsung! penuh dengan suka ria. hmmm...iyolah tu.=p

ni pic me and ayu. ENT dr. ngah bebel2 kat depan sempat plak la kitorang snap muke yg ceria mendengar bebelan di hadapan =). btw, kitorang duk seat 2nd row from the front tau. (senyum berlagak)



Ni plak candid from ayuadela. busuk btol. she said, "upload gmbo tak senonoh nida dalam blog". so, i pon upload la kan...=p


lapo. nampak tak dua piring tu??!!! hampeh tol ayuadela nih!!!keje dy la tu. ggrrrr...

Ni plak pic bajet ayu. konon2 buat peace tu ilang la ketidaksopanan waktu makan.haha!



Guess la ni sape!!! ni la supervisor kitorang yang very sporting. easy going. tapi jangan main2~~~ =p Puan Juliana. =) =) =)



cik dalila!!! serius n comey kan?? dy MC seminar ni. tu yang khusyuk semacam. tak sempay nak ngantok cam kitorang. btw, she's audiologist kat Hosp. Sungai Buloh ni. Graduated from UKM.



Ni plak ayuadela yang tahan ngantok!!!!gagaga =p



bercahaya!!! org beriman yang mengantok!!!=p


blink!blink!blink!

hehehe. baju pengantin pulak.

oh, kat bawah tu saye bebel2 tak jumpe yg gold brown kan?? last minute punye search i found it. cantik kan color ni?? hehhe! puas ati! jumpe gak finally. =)


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Oh...saye bukan terhegeh2 nak kahwen lagi, cume sekarang kan musim orang kahwen. kawan2 saya n sedara mara saya ramai yang dah nak kawen. jadinye bile tengok warna2 baju pengantin diorang membuatkan jiwa saya berkobar2 tuk tanye haji gugel kot2 terjumpa yang saya berkenan di hati. so, saya jumpa satu blog ni..bajupengantinmuslimah.blogspot. then saye saje2 tengok warna2 baju pengantin kat situ. kan saya pernah mention kat fb n twitter, saya nampak couple wedding photo shoot kat taman bukit kiara waktu saya jog. diorang pakai warna gold brown. cantik! saya cube la cari warna yang sama tapi ade jumpa two different colors la. brown and gold. saje2 lah saya postkan kat blog ni apa yg saya jumpe.

here there are:

the brown one!!!! quite nice.


the gold one. the brown one seems nicer.hehhe!


but i want both colors to be mixed!!!!!! lagi cantik!!!!

gaya macam tak sabar je kan? pada hal calon pon tak jumpe lagi.haisy~ takpe2, jodohmu akan tiba.hahaha! sengal~

komuter punye pasal

ohoho! inilah keje saya bile tunggu tren my colleague sampai. kalo tetibe dapat message, "nida, sory. tren tak gerak lagi. dr tadi lg aku masuk tren ni" this is what i do to kill the time. and of course la kitorang akan masuk keje lewat half an hour.hehhe!

those pics for different days okaiy. and semue pic kat bawah ni bajet cute la konon. pada hal dalam hati merampuih sistem komuter yang entah ape2. bile aku sampai awal pon kene tunggu lama, gila aku sampai ngam2 pon dia delay lg. damn u komuter!! ceh.. kalo nak upload hasil2 keboringan aku memang byk la. ni je pics yang menarek hati aku. hak3!=p

takde keje sangat kan. duk dalam kete senyap2, pasang radio kuat2, dengar FBI and Fafau takpon Paknil n the gang, then snap pic sini sane.hee~ naseb phone sy ade camera kan walaupon cikai jew.

1)


2)


3)

ni semua salah komuter yg lembap!

hehehe

saya asyik tukar layout je kan??
ermm..kalau dalam two to three days i still
tak satisfy jugak....i'll change again.hehhe!


mode:keje berlambak tapi macam takde keje.

turquoise handbag

oh, bunge tulip kat atas ni just penyeri entry je. really like this flower la. suke3!=)

today i did google and view blog memane yg ade offer jual handbag color turquoise. ohoho! ade yg harga affordable tapi of course la bukan ori. but xkesah la, sy pon bukan nye keje lagi nak pakai yang ori2 bagai.hehhe! tapi sy view je la nak beli belum algi la kot. no money la.huu~

so, those handbag turquoise yang macam menarek jiwa. hehe! any pattern yang menarek but this color kalo nak try suggest or offer kat sy, i'll consider. hehe! dah lama la cari..

1st one...


2nd one....


ermm...ade sesape nak kasi adiah perkenalan or birthday tahun depan tak?? cam menarek je kan??hahha! berangan la HASNIDA oiii!! last2 korek tabung beli sendiri.huu~

pompuan kalo gile handbag memang biase okaiy! jangan nak komplen lebey2 ek laki2 kat luar sane...!!!=)

tetibe teringat waktu kecik2 cakap tak suke handbag la, membazir la beli handbag. haaaa..tengok! dah besar belia remaja ni, dah obses! ops, takde la obses sangat. just tuk keperluan je.(yolah tu =p)

argghh!!! nak handbag turquoise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mcam ikan buntal

Waaaaa!!!!! ikan buntal 3 ekor. hahha! duk godek2 pic kat laptop sekali jumpe pics ni. dah lame niat nak upload tapi baru sekarang sy upload. hehe! tapi pic ikan buntal ke 4 tak sempat nak amek la. next time sy amek ye. hehhe!



1) azyanto si buntal


2)nidado si buntal


3) marlinito si buntal



hahhaha! sy memang tak de keje. homework banyak okaiy sebenarnye.hee~=p

ini lah tempatnye

did i mention to u, how much hospital sg buloh can be sooo happening?? i'm sure no kan. so, u all tengok la betapa best nya hospital ni. inilah masa rehat saya dihabiskan. oh, not to forget! this week pon ade jugak jualan2 macam ni. my campus pon tak buat macam ni tau. kalo ade pon jarang sekali. actually bahaya jugak kalo selalu buat, mesti my money asyik terbang je. hehhe! pics below show macam mana Hari Jururawat disambut. nampak yang pakai uniform putih2 tu?? haa...tu nurses kat situ la. hahha! but this week punye event jual2 macam ni tak tau sempena apa. tau2 dah terbukak dah booth2 kat luar clinic tu. very happening! unfortunately, i still tak jumpa my desire shawl yang i cari2. this evening ade gak la ternampak but quite pendek la. haisy~

ermm...next time i'll upload cafeteria punye suasana pulak. memang kompem kalah cafe2 kat my campus.haha!

like i mentioned before, saya memang suke merepot kat cni. but don't mind la kan, this is my blog. hehhe! kalo ade sesapa rasa nak curah semua benda, then ala2 artis gitu cite kite ade orang lain bace just create a blog like i have la. but of course la my blog memang tak cantik. tapi yg penting i suke! ops, budak gedix ni memang cepat melalut. easily distracted.hehhe!

enjoy la pics kat bawah yg ditangkap dgn camera ensetku yg tak bape nak canggih!!

*_* zzzzz....sleepy suda.







so...inilah tempatnye!!! jangan membazir HASNIDA!!! urgh!!!!!

happy...worry

happy!happy!happy!happy!happy!happy!
happy!happy!happy!happy!happy!happy!
happy!happy!happy!happy!happy!happy!
happy!happy!happy!happy!happy!happy!

but............

worry!worry!worry!worry!worry!worry!
worry!worry!worry!worry!worry!worry!
worry!worry!worry!worry!worry!worry!
worry!worry!worry!worry!worry!worry!

just for testing

agak2 manusia mane kasi pic ni kat aku ek???
tajuk pic ni 'just for testing'. bace tajuk pon dah tau tuan punya tangan yang tangkap pic ni tak berseni.=p







memang biru tol lah!