depress. do i??

i really appreciate if sumone could tell me what i've been thinking all along the years i've been living and studying in this luvly campus. i really appreciate if sumone can comfort me just for a while. i really do appreciate if sumone can show me the truth of what i've been doing. the journey of 4 years not a short one. you have to sacrifice enough and be more tougher than ever if u are drowning in sumthing that u don't favor. and it will be more and more tougher when u only realize it after 2 years. your heart will be sinking and hard to breath but u have to stay in it for 2 years more.


am i doing the right thing in my life?? 2 more years. is it enough for me to fall in luv in what am i doing right now?? perhaps, i really hope so. people won't realize sumthing until they face with the difficulties that they don't know how to cope and adapt. but, i'll try my best. that is the only way i have. for now i think.


now, i slightly depress with what i have to do. and i slightly depress of what i have been thru. i wish i have a perfect long term memory in order for me to remember and being expert in each thing that i have learnt and i wish i have short term memory for the things i had been done which were truly guilt!!


i do need advices.