Saturday, July 24, 2010

kekaseh lama

ok. semalam saya jumpa kekaseh lama. ada bantahan?? mesti la ada kan..haisy~ kalau jumpa as a friend macam saya jumpa kawan2 laki saya yang lain pon tak boley ke? ape? boleh? timekaseh...tapi? tapi apakah rakan2?? owh...saya faham. baik...saya tak lebeh2. saya kan budak baik. hehe!

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i always remember what u've always tell me my friends. of course for me to be like her, it will never happen. insyaallah. it wasn't feel good when somebody did wrong to me but for me to reciprocate those damn things, i never have heart to do that. she's a girl. just like me. own a soft heart which is easy to break. honestly, i just want to be friend. with everybody. to be like her, again...it is not so me. insyaallah...

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but i had a great time with him. could be more open and more selambe. i like~ saya tak perlu rasa seperti dulu. terlalu berjaga2 takut tidak disukai dan terlalu berjaga2 takut melukai. saya cakap apa yang saya nak. i laugh the way i laugh and i smile the way i smile. met with him without the previous title that we ever had, it was a pleasure time. most important thing, i could be me. the thing that i wished to do in front of him. i couldn't do it as his 'special' but as his friend i could do it yesterday. thanks to me. now i know why this is the best way for us. (^_^) it was a good decision at all.

p/s: btw, lesung pipit guy tu ade lagi tp dah jarang nampak. agak kecewa la...huu~=p

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dalam hati aku ada taman, moga aku berjaya tuk tidak merosakkan nya lagi.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

needa!!aku tengah angau!! T.T...help me.....

needa zainuddin said...

okeh! bantuan dtg segere!!! =p