a year

valentine's day, not a good day to be celebrated especially for Muslim. for me, it is not good to be remembered either. i hate this date. for personal reason of course. not because it is valentine's day but because its date. it brought me lot of tears and i never forget about it. tears because of something really stupid. n a day after that, i found a decision. a decision that once i thought it was wrong but after quite sometimes, that was the best decision i had made. i really felt proud because of that decision n till now, i do feel proud of myself. sometimes, i could not believe that i had gut to do the decision. but it was some kind of proof that i already realized my stupidity on that time.

no wonder my friends always said on that time, "just stop". then i know why.

i do forget even not all......(^_^)