Saturday, March 7, 2009

bile...??

jam da kul 2:12am. can't sleep yet. may be sbb tdo ptg lame. sampi ble ak nk mcm ni? ak cume hrpkn ketenangan n kebahgiaan je. ak sorg yg simple. ak xkn sibuk hal org kalo org xsibuk hal ak. ak cume nk ak yg dulu. ak xnk jd mcm ni lg. bermuram. termenung. menangis. dulu ak ade bahu yg dipinjam tuk ak ble ak sdey. even cume dr jauh. skang ak xde smue tu. ak ilang itu tp bahu2 yg dtg tuk ak skang lbey bermakne. ak cume nk jage yg ini. ak nk jage pe yg ak ade skang. ak mungkin jht. ak mungkin berprasangka buruk. ak mungkin sorng yg melulu. tp ak da mntk maap. ak da xsibuk pape da. ak cume nk jge diri ak. ape slh ak? luahkn ape yg ak rse pd tmn2 rpt? ape slh ak? kerna masyarakt keliling mmbawe cerita? ape slh ak? cube tbhkn diri? ape slh ak? cube elakkn diri dr terlibat lg? ape slh ak? ape slh ak? punye kwn yg syg dr ini? ape slh ak? kerna xmmpu tanggung sndirian? ape slh ak? hanya kerna tidak ingin bermusuh? ape slh ak? kerna ak pinta tak dibenci? ape slh ak...?? sumone, plzz answer me.....smpi ble tangisan ni akn berterusan? smpi ble diri ni kn trus rse slh? dan smpi ble akn trus diprslhkn...?

2 comments:

quen said...

hye there...i read ur cute blog..nice..
4 sumone like u..hurmm..
the way u think, almost like me..
i pun bkn ske sgt nak gaduh..
mcm nie..
saya nak betol kan keadaan..
ok..look..
im not a bad guy..
aper yang u rasa kalau ex-boyfren u cakap yang bukan-bukan dekat ur present boyfren..tak u rasa sakit hati??
takan tak nak react??
tak rasa macam useless ker kalau tak buat apa-apa??
i need to react..i never wanna noe abt anything dat she do with her life..
to be clear..
she had long gone..

no offense..harap maaf kalau tersalah bahasa..if u have any advise..go on and shoot..
im cool..

needa zainuddin said...

to quen: she's my friend. she done nothing. plzz..juz 4get all those things. she always beside me when i need sumone, it juz..u noe as a fren. hmm..i hv no offense 2wds u either. juz keep on ur life n dun mess with her life. n insyaalah she'll 4get everything that had happened. n 4 all the post she did b4, honestly, they had nothing 2 do with ur gurl. wish u gud luck n hv a hepy life =)
*may Allah bless all of us..