double D

sometimes people do not how to enjoy their life when they are surrounding with millions of work. everyday, there will be couple of tasks need to be settled. i am starting to involve into that world but still hoping for some space for me to breath and laugh. this week, my schedule fulled with lots of undone assignment, program and task. my plan to have a couple days of holiday at home was canceled due to those undone works. serve me right! but never learned from experiences. still loving to do and settle the work at the last minute moment. but this week, specifically yesterday and today i could forget all the waiting works. i could enjoy my day blissfully and excitedly. double D really gave some space to breath and some space for me to leave all the 'chaos mind' behind. and now, hoping for the better day of tomorrow. i am planning to settle the important proposal that should be submitted last Thursday and do all my assignments. hopefully, all the works can be done successfully. huh~

owh! double D will be elaborated on the next post (^_^)

i'm sorry
sometimes i can be really harsh
just don't play with my patience
i had enough
i respect you as someone who are younger than me
but if you can't respect me as i do
just go!
i had enough for today
i just had enough!
don't just simply think only about yourself
please do think about others
i had a fully pack day and i just hope some cooperation from you
you just proved that you couldn't
then, just go!
i had enough for today!

hikmah atau hipokrit

merungut tentang kerja orang lain, senang

mengutuk kerja orang lain, senang

menayangkan muka tak puas hati atas kerja orang lain, senang

menyakitkan hati orang lain, senang

cuba berada di tempat aku dan laksanakan segala tugas tanpa kerumitan

masih senang???

aku lembut hati. itu kata seorang teman. teman di sekeliling menjadi tempat luahan atas ketidak puasan hati sendiri. itu juga kata seorang teman. tapi aku tetap aku. masih sukar untuk melampiaskan amarah pada yang berhak menerimanya. mengapa?? aku lebih memilih untuk menyimpan daripada memarahi kerana air mata mudah mengalir bila amarahku dilampias. jadi, menyimpan perasaan amarah lebih baik kurasa.

hipokritkah aku dengan diri sendiri?? atau ia satu hikmah buat diri??