saya bebel

its hard to be a mom. and when child never listens, mom tends to nag until they listen. tu pon kalo dengan senang nye untuk diorang nak dengar dan faham apa yang kita cakap. i got 3 days off including weekend means i got 4. however, sepanjang duk umah ni saya memang tak sihat. demam, batuk, hilang suara, sakit kepala. huh! then, because of sudden headache attack, semalam saya meletop. abes my niece and nephew saya bebelkan. semua gara2 mintak tolong tapi tak buat2 then susah gile nak perform solat. PANTANG BETOL! so, bayangkan la 23 years old me, holding a broom, sweeping the floor and nagging. oh yeah! just like mak2 tua yang bebelkan anaknya. but couldn't hold the anger too long. tu yang meletop tu. bajet ingat nak biar je.kot2 sedar sendiri. macam histeria saya marah and bebel2. finally, they did what had been told. only after a long nagging session. damn!huu~

so, just like usual. felt guilty. after they had their tuition brought them to dinner. CHAR KUEY TEAW SUNGAI PENCHALA. SEDAP!! then this morning i brouht them to movie. patotnye tak payah tapi rase bersalah sebab tengking and bebel2 kene la amek ati kan. thats me. no wonder la anak2 sedara tak takot dengan saya langsung! tak tetap pendirian kalo nak marah2 pon.hahha!

hmm..gigi saya sakit. nak jumpa dentist. tapi bile???

Laryngitis

"Laryngitis is an inflammation of your voice box (larynx) from overuse, irritation or infection.Inside the larynx are your vocal cords — two folds of mucous membrane covering muscle and cartilage. Normally your vocal cords open and close smoothly, forming sounds through their movement and vibration. But in laryngitis, your vocal cords become inflamed or irritated. This swelling causes distortion of the sounds produced by air passing over them. As a result, your voice sounds hoarse. In some cases of laryngitis, your voice can become almost undetectable.

Laryngitis may be short-lived (acute) or long lasting (chronic). Most cases of laryngitis are triggered by temporary viral infection or vocal strain and are not serious. Persistent hoarseness can sometimes signal a more serious underlying medical condition".(MayoClinic.com)

if this is what exactly happens to me, i hope it won't be long. i prefer acute instead of chronic.huu~ really hope will be better asap. started with sore throat then coughing all day long, today i totally loss my voice. and what i found thats are the cause and its symptom. AIYA!!!!

sigh~

semalam, dapat semue gambar yg ditunggu walaupun tidak semuenye ade kurase. mengambil Sedikit mase bersame zakiah bagi melihat semue gambar2 tersebut. sedikit terkejut kerane terdapat couple of pics yg selame ini cube mengelak darpd menatapnye. lalu, hanya berpandangan sesame sendiri bersame zakiah. haisy~

"jangan lari, jgn tunjuk kite lemah", kate2 dari seorang teman yg sentiase tahu keadaanku. memang itu yg cube dilakukan tapi kekuatan masih belum ade. walaupun seketike terpandang hati akan pedih, ini kan pula nak menghadap secare berdepan. belum tiba masenye. semua org perlukan mase untuk itu. cume mase yg diperlukan berbeze. mungkin tuk aku, mase untuk semue itu lebih lame. cume yang diharapkan, kami masih kawan.

jangan lari tapi cube mengelak. mungkin ini yang terbaik. sigh.