who says 24 is old enough for a present?

this is me, a chubby girl who is gaining weight everyday holding my very first 24th birthday present (^_^)


then, we moved to Pantai Gelora. rase angin pantai sambil makan big epal. ok, i do not know why this pic is upside down, i already rotated it. hmm..need head and neck flexibility i guess.=p


oh, this 'big epal'as my birthday cake. thanx my dear friends. and here, me with my everlasting friend ^^


me, her (Marlini Mesran) and my birthday present.hehe! *wondering apelah dalam kotak tu. =p


ehem! another friend who is called as Saar bought me this. yummy!!! pic dy takde sebab gambo dy makan hudoh sangat. =p


and my very last birthday present. from my everlasting roommate, Marlini Mesran. weehuu! my 3rd collction of Kami Garcia & Margaret Stohl. thanx dear (^_^). luv it sooo much!!


i got presents on. nampak tu. more than one! =p

congratulation to Anis Syafira & husband

to Anis Syafira, sorry i could not attend your wedding. takde rezeki. btw, may both of u having a long lasting marriage life. InsyaAllah...(^_^) I'm happy for u Anis.
this pic was courtesy from Shazelia Asyikin. hehe!

p/s: doakan sy pulak ye. ehem! ehem! =p

men out there...

spending hours @MPH. LOVE!!

before i start, just wanna wish thank you to ainil hawa for this lovely souvenirs. dapat jugak saya makan kek lapis! (^_^)


venue:OU
specific location: MPH
time: 3.45pm till 7.3opm
Ok, first thing first. this must be snapped. al maklum lah, makin meningkat umur, makin cepat lupe (^_^)


first book which did attract me first. ermmm....otak ligat mengire2.


cute kan this book??? i bought this one!!(^_^)


oh my!! these are the best! kejap pegang kejap lepas. hihi! last2, after hours been there, i decided to buy those. puas hati!!=p


just browsing through..suddenly bumped with this section! hmmm..*ntah ape2 la aku ni.


memang harapan la kalau nak aku baca and ngadap buku2 macam ni. ahakz!


did spend an hour for this book. cantik sangat pics yang di'shot'. so magnificent!!=)


nearly an hour for this book too. *please ignore the sandal.


then when i looked outside, jam okay! how i'm going to go home...???


ni pulak yang datang!!


when si cik kak tu sampai after 3 hours, i did bump with these books. nak beli but already buy some.


okaiy!!! time to eat. awe's treat.yeay!! (^_^). nandos...nyum!nyum! thanx ye cik kak =)


then....pulang dengan girangnye. perot kenyang, hati pon senang. hihi! (^_^)

lets do it (^_^)

bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
rasa lebih tenang bila dapat memulakan segalanya dengan menyebut nama yang Maha Esa.

oh, i did plan to wake up really late today. so, i need to do something else first before going back to my sleep. hehhe! so, i'm updating my blog now. ermm..tak tahu sangat nak tulis ape sebenarnya. people cry kan? so do i. i did cry a lot yesterday. my heart was like been throbbed by a sharp object and it was so painful. the pain is still remain until today. betol lah orang cakap, cara paling berkesan meluahkan rasa hati yang sakit is by crying. before this i did it a lot. but towards something yang so stupid. maklumlah waktu tu zaman hingusan kan. berfikir pon ikot hati je. pakai otak pon sekali sekala je. hahha! so, yesterday i did cry because of my practical exam. i did not expect to pass everything just like that and i know something wrong somewhere when in viva room (*oral defend session after doing clinic aka assess the patient). but when you already did all out and you did work hard to face that thing and still the result came out slightly beyond your hope, it does break our little fragile heart. actually semalam buat pengakuan exclusive kat my friends, i did cry like a crazy girl sebab i'm tired. screaming, shouting and everything. siap diorang cakap aku gile dah ar and not to mention siap ade yang siap cakap yang aku ni macam ade bipolar behavior sebab dalam nanges tu boley gelak2 kan. mana tak macam oarang gila. eh? hahahaha! and i do feel tired. my friends said so. we're tired. our brain are really tired. for now, we are tired. thats how we feel.

tapi, first thing first la kan. sape lagi nak layan tangisan yang huru hara macam ni. my long lasting friends, him and of course ayah did the best part! elders know better because they learned through time. *maksudnye diorang kan dah lama hidup, makan garam pon lagi banyak daripada aku kan. so, ayah's words is the best medicine for my throbbing and breaking heart. he seals my heart back and put it just like and original one. betollah ayah, tak semua benda senang dalam dunia ni. tak semua benda kita nak, dapat macam yang kita rancang. Allah tentukan semua ni untuk kita. Allah beri ujian pada orang yang berhak. Dia ade caraNya tersendiri untuk buat kita sedar kita ni memang amat kerdil di sisiNya. tapi Dia juga selalu ingatkan kita, Dia tak pernah tinggal kita walaupon sesaat. cuma manusia terutamanya aku, yang mudah lupa. Allah sayang kita sangat sampai Dia taknak kita terus lupa dan alpa. thats how Dia kembalikan kita pada jalanNya dan redhaNya.

bila umur makin mencecah usia kedewasaan, aku nampak semua ni. cuma hati dan jiwa kena lebih kuat untuk hadapi semua. but still...i do hope kami semua dapat lulus sem ni dengan cemerlang. aku dapat lulus dengan cemerlang. hanya Allah yang tahu. dengan itu ya Allah, aku menadah tangan memohon padaMu berikanlah kami kecemerlangan itu. dan Engkau berkatilah kami agar kami berjaya untuk menjadi insan yang cemerlang di dunia dan akhirat. amin....

my heart now, is back to normal. i have Allah, my parents and friends. they do support me. so, i will do my best for this viva remedial. may be i need some times to prepare. *maklumlah hati ni tak sabar2 nak balik jumpa ayah umi kan. hehe! so, i need to tune back my channel to a correct one. books? notes? memang tak boleh simpan lagi la kan...tapi memang tak simpan lagi pon after exam practical ari tu sebab rasa macam something tak cukup. something was not right tuk simpan awal2. so, this is it! i have to face the viva again. go needa!!!! everything will be okay. think at the positive side, kegagalan menguatkan anda. thats why you have been chosen by Allah to face this. me and friends are strong. we can do all these. so, good luck to myself and my friends. knowing that i'm not alone to face this, it makes me relieve. i know, they do feel the same. so, lets fight friends!!!

we played!

we did go to TC AND finally ended up to teruntum mini zoo. no animals pic ok. just we who extremely ecstatic playing at the play ground.

tadaaaa!!!!































ok, thats all. chow~
p/s: as reward for our 2nd exam paper (^_^)

short holiday in gambang (^_^)

biar gambar berbicara:



our apartment!!! very lovely (^_^)




first thing first. snap! snap! =)




out for dinner. riang nye saya apabila ketemu nasi. maklum lah, nak save duit malam2 makan oat je. ahakz!=p



swollen faces! breakfast time. makan banyak2. gather tenaga tuk bermain. hehehe!=)




time...to play!! yeay!!!! (^_^)




fairy tale night. snap aje asal gambo nampak menarek. haisy~



p/s: sile bercuti begini bile ade sponsor atau dengan erti kata lain kalo boleh menumpang. especially bile masih bergelar student seperti saya!! (^_^)

first from my class

a sweet muit couple (i curi from apek's fb. halal ek..^_^)

okay, apek and aizan. both were my classmates at mrsm taiping. kalau nak diikotkan aku lah manusia paling lambat tahu diorang ni suke same suke. cinta sama cita. ceewwaaah! tak kesah lah pasal tu. yang penting diorang dah nak kahwin and there are first from my class. *suke!suke! (sambil tepuk tangan). tahniah ye kamu berdua. moga bakal bahagia hingga roh terpisah jasad. Insyaalah saya confirm sampai kenduri nanti. hehe! excited nye nak tengok korang bersanding. btw congratulation to both of you.

p/s: sy student lagi, so nanti sy kasi hadiah ala kadar je ye (^_^). tak sabar jugak nak gather ngan member2 classmates yang lain. see you there pals!!

shadow is better than figure

ahakz! see my title for this post la. i'm going to karut marut tonight as tomorrow i'll be heading back to kuantan. ok, lets start. jap, benti tampar nyamuk jap tadi. spoil btol. lost my idea tau! (*sile bace nada gedik). i took that pic during raya. sama2 pasang pelita raya n main bunga api kan. so, malam raya kat kampung is the best! kalau tak caya, sudah! malas saya nak amik peduli. saya nak kurus tinggi like my shadow. but make sure ek bukan shadow yg waktu 12pm tu. thats terrifying. hahha! tall and thin. double Ts. not like me who is not so tall and obviously far a way from a word thin.huu~ *sile panjangkan angan2 anda sampai ke angkasa. ni sebagai motivasi diri. i have to really really really strengthen my self determination and motivation just to loss a few kgs. but where can i get this strength. kene gali lubang tanah dalam2 or panjat pokok tinggi2 ke? what to do????!!! even my lecturer aka my fyp supervisor pon ckp i look like gaining weight. what to do? what to do? what to do? (*yg ni pulak, bace ikot rentak lagu hey mickey!) ari2 minum air je jangan makan nasi or whatsoever. then, bile sakit or hampir2 mati, salahkan penimbang berat yang menunjukkan berat badan yang tak sepatot nye. ok? logik?
hmm...lets drop the issue of being tall and thin. i'll work harder to lose some kgs but my height, i guess can't be changed anymore. btw, just back from teluk intan. had few blasting days with syawal mikhael. he turns cuter and more hansome. should i use handsomer??? pancung lidah! sesuke ati tukar grammar. so, bile otak dah mula fikir tuk kembali ke kuantan, jadual kehidupan yg lebey serius mule difikirkan. macam2 nak kene buat. nak ke kenduri kahwin rakan2 pon kene consider banyak kali. kenapa korang kahwin awal sangat??? tunggu la saya kahwin dulu.huk3! prince charming, are you there??? cepat masuk meminang saya. *again, i'm nuts.
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okaiy, tadi saje survey2 kete ape yg patot dibeli and affordable with gaji yang tak berapa nak banyak. so, my brother did give me an opinion. we did google for kia forte. siap buat comparison between 1.6EX, 1.6SX nd 2.0SX. of course la yang 2.0SX paling mantap tapi yang affordable, 1.6EX je.hahha! saya memasang angan2 agar hidup saya lebey terjamin. ye dak? =) now my target:::::::::jeng!jeng!jeng!!!!! finishing my study la. ape lagi??? then get a good jod to begin with and slowly upgrading my life. i want a stable and an enjoyable life. (^_^)

p/s: dude, thanx for dropping a comment. at least i know, you still remember me (^_^). but the feeling of tamparmukayoulajulajuandsepakkakiyoukuatkuat still ade.

secondhand serenade

i fall in love with this guy's voice and of course with his songs. seriously capable of making my heart melting. *gilo tak saya??? i thought it was a band with vocalist, guitarist, bass and everyting but only him playing and singing everything. so mantapkan? he started his debut on 2006 and i was introduced with his song by my friend which was i did not like it at first. "your call"....but after listened and listened and keep listening, i fell in love with his voice and his songs. however i do not know how long i can be his fan. apparently i don't have any good record regarding of being *kipas susah mati of any singers. hehehe! but seriously the lyrics of his songs and the melody are really good. *angkat lebey2 nampak. =p so go dear!!! if u'll come again to Malaysia please give me a free tix for your concert. opps! may be you should give me couple of them. i have to bring a company though. hahha!

p/s: to a guy, please contact me (^_^)then we can listen to his songs togather. *i'm nuts!! =p will be having a nap after isyak prayer and need to continue with my assignments. huuu~ this is student life. everyone knows.

so, chow!

cloud nine in a storm

ok! this is really amuse me! and i totally agree with lil garfield. hahhaa! if i can use that as my excuses of gaining weight, it'll really bliss me. but the truth is i ate and eat a lot. and now, my friend is offering prawn cracker of double Decker snack. and i do not qualify to use that as my brilliant excuses, well...i'm not that genius.

lets move to my current problem. my pendrive became useless. all the important files in that were gone. VIRUS!!!! damn you. cis! bedebah! pergi maen jaoh2!. if all these swears can avoid my pendrive from got infected i did not need to buy KIS as the primary protection. KIS?? Kapersky Internet Security laaaa...okeh! dah selamat jahanam baru terhegeh2 nak anti virus bagai ek. at least, next time the same thing won't happen to me again. just pray for the best lah kan. =) but alhamdulillah, still i managed to get back all the files wanted. thanx to emailing technology. yeehaaa! *nuts! got to go. need to finish and submit my ethics proposal to SV.

p/s: i still in a good mood even got lots thing to do. thats why lah i called this entry as cloud nine in a storm. aci??? =p

eh, i miss my ex lah (nuts). teeheee!!! =p

a quick update

there's nothing much to be updated. my proposals already been submitted. i wish it will contribute some marks in my thesis marking. just wish for the best. oh, i agreed to be a patient for a dentist to be. its professional okaiy. =p erm..lately, i've been missing someone. hope he'll be alright in whatever situation. i wish you good luck dear. just stick with your decision till the end if you think its the best for you. just wish you will be contacting me one day. just to know how you're doing. you know..i'm a cute but full of curiousity girl.hahaha! *nuts! =p

woke up late today. and spent a day without doing anything and finally decided to get starbuck mocha blended with choc java chip. marvelous! just craving it so much. i had bbq dinner in my brother's in law's home. lots of meat. ate like my stomach will bloat and blast. heaven!!! of course somebody will tell me that i'm fat now. did i ever been thinner?? may be yes but it will last not more than couple of months.hahaha! *need to diet again. seriously!*

tomorrow will be back to kuantan. feeling good got to spend spend my weekend with my dad here. at least, i wont feel homesick for couple of weeks. =p eh, got to go. brushing my teeth and wash my face before sleep is a must! bye.

p/s: i miss you dude.

satu macam aktiviti

hye!!!! ni memang betol2 gian and addicted nak update blog okaiy! so, intro for this post kite pakai my face yg very cute miut ni ok. hehhe! (pujilah diri sendiri selagi mampu =p)memang banyak banyak banyak.....cite nak update before this tapi disebabkan diri sendiri yang kekurangan idea and kekurangan masa tuk membuat kerja yang tak berapa berfaedah ni, so baru ari ni lah ade masenye! oh, sebab saya cuti clinic arini. hehhe! suke3! (^_^)

so, kite start dengan 1st week at campus. shopping is the best medicine. bile abes duit it is the worst medicine. ala...ni kitorang shopping barang keperluan diri and bilik. maklum lah..pindah bilik kan. then cuti 4 bulan plak before this, memang banyak la bekalan2 perlu ditopup! maka, pada hari itu mengalir ngalirlah duit bagaikan air. oh...no! saya tidak suka situasi ini. huh!



ni plak pic my friends tengah discuss pasal nak beli iron board. kene cari paling murah and paling tahan beb~ baru jimat.

tuk 2nd week, kitorng ade open house kat umah my coursemate. makanan best!oh, ade photo shoot raya lagi tu kat pantai gelora. tapi lupe la nk upload pics tadi. so, as a conclusion still we had plan during 2nd week.hehehe!

then, we all pergi membuang masa di black stone. of course la preparation tuk research proposal xsiap lagi. tapi meronggeng itu penting! kalo tak, idea takde nanti. ye ke??? iye kan je la... so, kat bawah ni semua pics kitorang kat sane. nak upload semua memang tak la kan. i malas! =)

me and lini, my forever roommate. mana ley pisah wei!



lentik abes diorang lompat. nasib kurus! oh, saya jeles! =p



ok, ni semua ahli lawatan ke black stone pada hari kejadian. hahha! kenangan kene cipta leklok. nanti nyesal. (^_^)



then, week 3 we all takde any plan and taknak gatal2 wujudkan ape2 plan sebab perlu fokus tuk presentation on Wednesday. jadinye...memang mostly activities adalah berjumpa supervisor tuk consultation dan segalanya....presentation dengan suara yang a lil bit terketar2. and also question from lecturers yang tidak diberi jawapan. kalo bagi pon deviate gile from ape yang dia tanya.hahha! whatever la..for thesis presentation i'll do better and the best! (oh, azamku berkobar-kobar). ermm...on friday the same week kitorang ade cabaran snickers. hahha! the task plak macam mana nak reduce kan noise from the receiver. ade la dalam 21 sarang telor kitorng cilok dengan keizinan kat tunas manja. then kutip kotak2 terbuang kat area mahallah ni. terbaik! my group won. haha! tapi snickers both group pon dapat. our HOD manalah tak adil kan. sebab dy sayang kitorng semua. gagaga! banyak la jugak pics yang disnap kat clinic but i intended in uploading one pic je.

tada.....!!!!! pic ngan roommates! this sem and next sem, i got three roommates okaiy. and semua nye sengal2 walaupon berwajah mulia.haha! love this pic so much (^_^).


(dik yuyu, acik, along n angah) i'm maybe the youngest in my family but not in this family. hehe! i like!!

Last activity on week 3, kami menghadirkan diri ke walimah our senior iaitu nabil&kak najwa. very cute miut and sweet muit je diorang dua orang ni. kitorang ala2 vvip wei sebab kul 3.20pm baru sampai. makanan pon kene tunggu yang baru then baru dapat makan. borak2 (salah satu topik adalah pasal beza baju songket yg diorang pakai kat KB and KL). snap2 pic then pulang ke pangkal jalan. moga si nabil and kak najwa berpanjangan jodohnye. Aminn~

ni plak special pose tuk my camera. haha!



before pulang ke kuantan, sempatlah saya membawa si zakiah & marlini ke OU and gerai char kuey teaw sg. penchala. malangnye, kuey teaw nye bukan bos yang masak so tak sedap macam selalu. maaf ye kamu berdua. and now, i'm sitting in front of lappy finished updating my blog.

assalamualaikum....

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in the state of preparing the proposal.
will be having research proposal presentation next week.
hope luck will be on my side.
pray for me (^_^)


long entry and macam2 kisah will be updated after next week!



i'll do whatever it takes!!!

announcement!!!! EMERGENCY!!!

ATTENTION!!!!!

I FALL IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY!!!my heart is fluttering especially when he smiles. damn!!so cute!!!


"park shi hoo", i love you <3<3<3

p/s: sile fokus pada mata dy. sepet je kan? cute!!! (^_^)

syawal mikhael

oh, i just can't wait to update the latest post. my sis did nagging to me. she said i can do other things but couldn't finishing my assignments yet. well..she knows me better, a lazy younger sister (^_^). OKAIY! almost a month i stay at my sis's home. enjoying all my days with my little pumpkin, syawal mikhael. he makes my day. never feel bored when i'm with him. dia dah pandai buat perangai sekarang. i do see him jalan terkatik2 mule2 start jalan dulu and now he is able to run. he knows how to kick a ball okaiy!! just like his father. love soccer tapi kalo orang jerit GOL!!! kuat2 kompem nanges. terkejut. Muke legend, hati jambu.ceh~

now, he knows how to hold a phone especially when we said hello. cepat2 amik phone letak kat telinga. giler cute! and the most important habit that has been developed, he loves to slap me. i have been slapped by him more than 10 times a day. huh! tahan aje la..hehe!=p

see how he's holding the phone. he's cute kan??(^_^)



those pics kat bawah ni plak yang maksu rase very cute and adorable tuk dipaparkan (^_^). got lots of his pics tp takkan nak upload semue kan...=p



ermm..like i said before, almost a month i live here kan but thas was the first time diorang bawak maksu pergi taman. konon2 nak bawak mikhael beriadah la kan. tap maksu dy yang lebih duk snap2 gambo. siap tengok orang memancing lagi. maksu dapat main buayan tau! before duduk tu, i did ask my bro in law,"mampu ke buayan ni nak support dik". maklumla...badan makin mengembang. of couse la mampu kan kalo tak, takde makna nye ade gambo pic maksu naik buayan dengan gembiranya!!! weeee!!!!!!!!!!! gambo mikhael naik buayan lain kali maksu letak.hahha!=p just happy to enjoy my day with him.



finally...i admit, like my sis always said, "maksu bias". i love this my lil pumpkin very much more than other nieces and nephews. so, i'll be just like this (^_^)

oh, already 1am. got to sleep, bye!!!